I'm in a little better mood tonight. Not good, but better. I've really been strugling with life issues, and general business hasn't helped. Close to being totally burned out on school, frazzled edges (is that a word?). I know, only a little more left, but it seems like forever still. Meetings, all the time. I don't mind the actual meeting, but moreso the fact that there are so many. I've never before had such a strong desire to quit. It's not that thigns are that difficult. The average 300/400 level engineering courses were more difficult than what I'm doing now. I mean, come on... linear programming? That was easiely twice as difficult as any one class I'm in now. So why am I strugling so much?

Part of me feels somewhat abandonded. Abandonded from what? I'm not sure exactly. I have to continually battle away feelings that I've abandonded friends, or have been abandonded by friends - I know that's not true. Probably moreso I've abandonded myself. Maybe it's my classes - sure I'm learning some new things, but I've got most all the concepts down. At least those that interest me. I'm sure it's not just the classes thou.

I just finished getting a piece of music played on the piano that I've been struggling with. Still lots of room for improvement, but I made it thru the whole thing. My music-reading skills are slowly improving, which is good, even it it is from worse to bad. Progress is good.