Nobody quite knows the question,
Nobody knows the answer.
It's what everybody wants to know,
but nobody knows they want to know it.
Bring in your idols to tell us
what is going to happen.
Tell us what the former things were,
so that we may consider them
and know their final outcome.
Consumed my mind distracted all the time.
I can’t figure out this world of lies.
She walks into her mind of aggravation.
She looks into eyes of empty sad frustration.
So they go on living as they live,
playing as they play.
Not knowing, not seeking, not caring.
Why? I don't know.
Or declare to us the things to come,
tell us what the future holds,
so we may know that you are gods.
Now I’m wandering around and I wanna be found,
but I don’t wanna lose my sight.
I’m blind, I’m losing my mind, I’m getting behind,
it all keeps bringing me down and…
But that's not good enough for me.
Do something, whether good or bad,
so that we will be dismayed and filled with fear.
But you are less than nothing
and your works are utterly worthless;
he who chooses you is detestable.
I say, not now,
You cannot bring me down I won’t lose this time,
It’s time to draw the line, and I’ll live for You tonight.
And I’ll live for the rest of my life.
My life has seems so easy, go to work, come home, go boating, watch movies, take care of my car, do laundry, etc. But there's been a definite lack of overall purpose. I've been thinking about what I want to do with my life. I have a stable job, and it's interesting work. But what next? What do I want to do with my future? I've talked about my search for a church, and I'm still not sure what I'm doing with that. I just got word today that the singles group at Gethsemane isn't going to do Thursday night bible studies anymore, I went a few times, and led a few of them, but haven't been the past few weeks. It just wasn't working out, I couldn't relate with the other people there. I'm not quite sure why. I visited 5 different churches in 5 weeks, and the last 2 weeks I've sat it out completely. I can tell the difference, my spirital sanity hasn't been that great. I'll be back at Gethsemane this week, running powerpoint - it'll be good to do that again. Quotes from Isiah 41:22-24 and Live For You Tonight by Everday Sunday. |